Why does it still bother me i just dont get it
When someone just throws a friendship away like its nothing then thats when you know you shouldnt care
I wish there was a way I could tell you how I feel without me coming off as being the weak one. Without it being like I’m the one who over thinks things all the time. Without it coming off as me being the one who’s needy. I wish I knew where the boundaries are; knowing the difference between doing too much and not doing enough. I want to know that you still love me. I want to know that I can keep that love going for all of time. But if I do too much, I don’t want you to be sick of me. But if I don’t do enough, I don’t want you to feel like I don’t care. Because in all honesty, I do. So much.
And so I sit here in silence not knowing what to do…
Its sad how you can love someone soo much and all of a sudden just become a total stranger. If this is meant to be then i guess it is what it is. Until now i dont get how all those words became just words with no meaning to it but i did learn something from it. Dont ever say some shit that you know wont follow through in the long wrong cause truth is that shit is just words
The feeling of not having you around is odd but as of right now i feel as if this is the only option that i should be taking. Not seeing, talking or even texting you is how it is now. Its crazy how things can change as quick as a heart beat but theres not much you can do but just to let it be and make a choice that also makes you happy.
